Cycles Of Evolution In Tarot

Title is the Cycles of Evolution in Tarot and of course it has to do with Tarot Key number 10, the Wheel of Fortune, which you can see before you on the stand and also if you will look above you will see it in part of the outline there. So you can look at either one or both. Doesn't matter all at once or consecutively. This also doesn't matter. So as we speak, you can glance at the tarot key, and it will perhaps be more obvious what we want to bring out.

In the book of tokens I just noticed you know how you do things so many years and all of a sudden you realize that all the various attributions aren't exactly the same even though you know the different attributions now what I suddenly noted in regards to tarot key number 10 was that the highlights which you receive in your eighth week of studies through the mail as members the highlights of tarot where we have the table gives the intelligence associated with the Hebrew letter kaf as the rewarding intelligence then the book of tokens which you just heard the reading from our beloved frother David the meditation on this Hebrew letter and this Tarot key therefore mentions the the actual intelligence that Qabalists assign to this particular force as the conciliating intelligence and in the Qabalistic lessons that you receive particularly in the 32 pounds of wisdom where we go into it more specifically you are told that this path path is called the intelligence of the path of desirous quest so here we have three intelligences assigned to this one tarot key this one path and though I've known of all three I didn't realize that each of the different aspects happens to give one as the main one and then speaks of the others in an aside.

I thought it would be a very good idea for us to examine the actual state of consciousness, the significance of these particular shorthand attributions which we call the intelligence of in the Qabalistic training. Remember, in the Western Mystery Training System, the entire utilization of symbols, which has to do with the tarot keys indeed involves the idea that consciousness is being trained to deal with a type of shorthand which can also be called the kind of shorthand that gives us the ability and the capacity to participate in what has been also called the language of the angels and the entire language of subconsciousness or those portions of consciousness which we are usually unaware of is the language of symbol it is the language of pictorial imagery and their interactions, their interrelations in this manner we reach into areas of our own consciousness we are able to stir levels of our awareness which we are unable to reach in any other way we have to in other words speak a language that another person understands in order for understanding between two people to come and so incidentally another attribution is the path of the conciliating intelligence in case I overlooked that and certainly to conciliate we know that But management and unions, they keep having meetings trying to have conciliations between their demands or points of view and between various peoples, between men and women, particularly when you're husbands and wives, when you have some kind of explosion or whoop-de-roo, finally they have to make a conciliation or a reconciliation.

Reconciliation a reconciliation meaning they're just having a conciliation again and again and again that is when it's a reconciliation because the re in front of the conciliation means again you see so in other words that it has been done but here we're doing it again so we have the idea of in other words like making up or coming to an agreement together or getting into some kind of balance and you remember in the book of tokens the idea of balancing of bringing together of pairs of opposites of getting in other words a a new synthesis from something which was an antagonistic aspect that was antagonistic in terms of pairs of opposites coming to a new synthesis is involved so that here in the wheel of fortune tarot key number 10 attributed to khaf we have ideas that deal with that which is going to help us bring into a new harmonic an understanding understanding that has to do therefore with a conciliation or basically I think usually it's a reconciliation but certainly to bring a conciliation and it has to do remember our understanding of this key and how we use it which we'll talk about in a little bit has to do then also with the other attributions given by this system of training that comes to us down through the ages through thousands of years please bear in mind it has to do with the path of the desirous quest now that's a rather interesting one isn't it that we have ideas like desirous quest uh attached to ideas of conciliation well the minute you think about it you see how they They certainly come together.

Desirous quest has to do with emotions. It has to do with seeking, emotional seeking. When we are seeking something emotionally, it's because whatever is, is something we can't stand. We don't go for it. We can't take it. So the desirous quest is a yearning, is it not? It is a longing to get out of something that's tearing us apart.

Therefore, conciliation is exactly what's required. And so when we think of the path of conciliation we're thinking of something that is going to help bring about the integration of or perhaps even shall we call it the fulfillment that deals with that longing that you're the yearning the hunger to bring to conciliation here here and then incidentally another the interesting analysis of the rewarding intelligence of desirous quest this is fabulous indeed and you if you will recall I've pointed out many a time in many different ways that that which we desire is that which we get and we are rich with fulfillment in the face of the most utter anguish and misery think for a moment because what we have put our emotions into is what we have built it's what we get so we're always rewarded the path of cough the wheel of fortune which deals with cycles of evolution remember that's the title I gave it and that title in itself tells us the story.

What we can see, in essence, as a sort of shorthand to begin with, is the realization that it is the desire, it is the emotions, it is that which we seek with our emotions, with our desires, that actually brings us the fulfillment, because the rewarding, it's really referred to as the fulfillment of desire. And please remember that desire is associated on the Qabalistic tree of life with victory, as you can see. And if you will look on the Qabalistic tree of life, you will see that Tarot key number 10, the Wheel of Fortune, is the path that connects the desire, emotional nature, victory, with mercy. And mercy remembers assigned to the memory that is that's the higher memory and it is assigned to the sphere of the activity of Jupiter and the Tarot key number 10 is the actual Jupiter assigned to the Jupiter Center itself like the planetary Jupiter whereas mercy is assigned to the area or the action or shall we say the area of power and movement that the planetary force of Jupiter has.

Now all of this, remember, is the esoteric language of occultism and we're therefore speaking about that which has to do with consciousness. In astrology, those of you who've gotten as far as the esoteric astrology of tarot in and the lessons you're receiving as members, you will recall that Sagittarius, which is assigned to Tarot Key 14, incidentally, temperance, that Sagittarius is assigned to the ninth house, and the ninth house is the higher mind. The higher mind.

It is the mind that, in us, that part of our consciousness which deals with vast areas it is philosophical therefore even long journeys are associated with it but journeys of the mind journeys of consciousness again we point out attribution wise that Jupiter which is Tarot key number 10 is the ruler of Sagittarius that is it the forces that are shown symbolically in key 10 are the forces that are potent and that rule that influence the consciousness in terms of its philosophical concepts in terms of its philosophy of life its philosophy of life is dependent on what kind of desires it has remember the intelligence with desirous quest it is dependent on what type of conciliation our consciousness makes in the areas of certain pairs of opposites so the tarot key number 10 the wheel of fortune as we deal with it we have to recognize that all cycles of evolution and you can see the wheel is symbolizing the motion of evolution.

It is being shown, even though it looks still, it is being shown as being in a type of movement because you can see the snake or the serpent, which is incidentally the serpent power our Eastern brethren have referred to, and it is also that involutionary power of the divine which involves its own essence into forms and substance in order to evolve its consciousness into the self-awareness, the powers, and the expressions and manifestations of these powers.

So the movement is being indicated by the whirling, the motion of the serpent itself, and evolution is being shown in every way possible in its attributions now one of the things that's involved in cycles of evolution as shown in this key is given in attribution by seeing these four symbols in the corners now notice the eagle the man the bull and the lion what is it that we are seeing here we are seeing the four fixed signs of the zodiac the four fixed signs of the zodiac are symbolizing an area that is mapped out for development for growth what is this area that's mapped out for development for growth within ourselves in our personal lives it is the area that our mind our emotions our consciousness is involved in in other words the path of conciliating intelligence that in us which brings the rewards the cycles of evolution which actually involve our own growth pattern always has within it a certain area that you might say the whatever area of consciousness we have evolved to at any point in our lives is that area that environment that group of situations and conditions which is under our rulership so that we bring about our rewards and or punishments you might say if we're miserable we think it's punishment and if we're pleased or happy we think it's a reward though in essence everything is a reward in accordance with uh qabalah and certainly in terms of the tarot key because uh by reward you can see you might also say we always receive that which we have been growing we are the recipients of past thinking past feeling we are the recipients of the rewards of whatever it is we've been desiring and the desirous quest we are meant to develop and we are meant to develop this completely has to do with coming to recognize what is worth desiring and what is not worth desiring well the only time we really find out finally what is not worth desiring after all is after being rewarded with fulfillment of our desires isn't it?

How else therefore those who think that becoming a millionaire is the solution to all things if you are have this yearning I uh darlings be of good cheer you are going to be a millionaire and want some incarnation or other you will have this reward and you will discover if this This is what you really wanted.

Furthermore, you will not only be rewarded, but you will be facing then the most difficult test there is to pass in occult growth and evolution, except for the test of power. These are the two most difficult tests that there are. You remember it's been said that Jesus said it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle and for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven well we think that there that wasn't the camel through the eye of a needle probably something else but the idea was certainly given the idea was given now remind you uh we always like to keep reiterating there's nothing bad or evil about being wealthy what we're trying to say is that this is the most difficult test to pass tests always dealing with the higher self and remember key 14 where you see the holy guardian angel and which I mentioned to you is associated with Sagittarius please bear in mind that the The Qabalistic attribution to this is the intelligence of the path of probation and trial.

That means the testing.

It is the higher soul, it is the holy guardian angel that tests us. And when finally any one of us have been desiring specific things enough, where we've charged the image, where we've charged the pattern with enough energy, sooner or later it must manifest because all evolution takes place via the manifestation of our mental emotional state of being of what we may choose to call previous times though in a sense it's all in the eternal now we still have an area within manifestation in which we experience it as a step-by-step aspect and when a thing is manifest at that point though very few of us realize it it is always then the test from the higher self so that key 10 assigned to jupiter remember is the ruler of that key which is assigned to sagittarius and so we have this interaction between the testing and trying of the higher self the holy guardian angel with the statement of what our real evolutionary status is and and whether we're really growing or whether we're in a cycle where we're growing backwards which incidentally some people do you know although in the final analysis the backward growth is not permitted by livingness or the total universal consciousness temporarily you can certainly see such things occurring on the down grade of some consciousnesses in their evolutionary factors so let's examine what's involved here in desire is quest in more as in as many ways as we can first of all those human beings who have gone through enough incarnations where they have had enough of their desires rewarded by getting the fulfillments and incidentally that usually means all else that goes with it you know that they never bargained for these are the human beings who finally come to the point where they know where to place their desirous quest they know what to yearn for they know what true riches and poverty are so the path of opposites that's assigned to tarot key number number 10, the wheel of fortune to the Hebrew letter, is called wealth and poverty.

And what could be a more beautiful group of attributions for a pair of opposites than wealth and poverty when you realize that this has to do with actually arriving at the state of consciousness that has learned how to conciliate, that is that has learned how to know what to balance in its mind as to what it what is being rich and what is being poor you know there's the story told of two people who died this is told in qabalah one was a very rich person a very wealthy person and the other was his poor servant and they both died at approximately the same time and arrived at the pearly gates and they knocked at the door of the pearly gates and and the angel uh guarding the pearly gates uh looked them both over and uh and uh allowed them into the vestibule only to find out from the book from the book of records and incidentally remember mercy is assigned to memory and that memory has to do with memory that deals with the vast universal things the you know the universal memory so the angel went to peruse the records that are written they're also they've often been called the akashic records to see the records of this very rich man and this uh very poor the poor man's servant who arrived the same time and the rich man was quite sort of annoyed that he was being kept in the vestibule with this uh servant you know this poor servant and uh the rich man said to the angel I don't know why you're keeping me here with him uh believe me if you're going to look up the book of records on me you're going to find some very fine things I gave and gave to charity I have been very liberal in my charitableness I'll have you know very liberal indeed and the uh all the people in the village that I've just come from have looked up to me and have called me generous in fact generous was the nickname that they called me by because of how much I gave and did for charity and for the poor how why are you keeping me here with this you know inconsequential one whom I also have given great kindness to so he was getting more and more annoyed you see and and finally he was taken up before the tribunal and again he was annoyed to discover that the servant the poor servant was brought along also and the servant was placed ahead of him in the line and this really outraged him got him angrier and angrier then he was the the servant was told what the reward was going to be for his lifetime the the incarnation on earth this particular time and he was told because you have had the generous heart the generous soul the generous spirit because you gave not only mentally emotionally but you gave materially in the generosity beyond description you have earned the highest you shall you shall be and work right with the throne of glory right in the highest evolutionary spheres great is your reward and the servant was overcome with marvel and wonder at this and it was that he was asked to wait for just a moment when his guide would take him to his new sphere and then the rich man was given his place and the giver of places said unto the very wealthy man because you have been a hoarder like a rat like a pack rat hoarding your riches in the counting house because you have been narrow and small and stingy you have earned only the lowest of the evolutionary levels you shall have to go to the area where the where the metals need a great deal of transmutation before they can be turned into the gold and the rich man said what are you talking about why I gave large sums to my temple I gave various amounts to the widow to with various widows as is told us in the torah I was a giver all the way down the line what is this where here my my servant who gave practically nothing and the giver of places said oh my son my son how much you have to learn have you not heard that to him who hath shall be given but to him who hath not even that which he hath shall taken away you were tested and you were found very wanting counting you had untold numbers of pieces of gold stashed away that you went and counted and what was it doing like a pack rat hoarding this is what you did you had infinitely more than you needed for the security of yourself and your family for your lifetime what were you doing with all the extra saving it for what who did it help what was it doing to serve the good beyond that he said whereas this your servant ah wealthy wealthy was your servant indeed because your servant had this pittance that you paid but out of that pittance he also gave to the temple but if you who love to count would like to do some counting count the percentage of your servants pittance as to how much your servant gave to the temple and to charity and then take the percentage of what you had sitting in the counting house and see what was the percentage that you gave and see how poor how poverty-stricken thou art you have failed the test of riches and the next time around this is a capitalistic story and I'm sort of giving a little and the next time around you will be tested again but it will be quite a while before you have achieved the evolutionary level where you will be rich enough to be tested as a servant do you see the point I wonder if you see the point because it's deep it's profound but it's quite exact really because because how often we read for example of so-and-so being such a vast and great philanthropist you know and everyone talks so beautifully because they gave some vast filipino philanthropic something but how much have they got in the counting house how much do they keep hoarding pack rat what are they for what what what is it doing what is it doing there I mean people think these are great and vast and noble beings now again we say there's nothing wrong with wealth the test of wealth is the most difficult test of pants and another story given in Qabalah was one who arrived at the pearly gates you know knocking for for admittance and in this particular instance the one who arrived at the pearly gates asking for admittance felt that he had earned very great and in marvelous mansions indeed because of the fact that he had been full of service to people he used to do a lot of things for people all sorts of things which is a wonderful thing to do but he too, though he wasn't turned away from the pearly gate he was given a very lowly position although he had become accustomed to having people look up to him and saying oh look look there goes so-and-so who who used to go to the to these big institutions and do this that and the other but they used to but when he asked why why have I been sent to such a lowly sphere when I did so many good works I served so well and was said because you served in order to have people say how marvelous and spiritual you are you did not go out of compassion of your heart you went because you needed to blow up your own ego this refers to this effect so certainly you haven't earned Gehenna which is the word for hell where you have to make up it's the type of idea that the Catholics got for purgatory is Gehenna that's where you have to earn your way out or work your way out of of the evils of the past in order to transmute them so in in this case it was because things were done in order to be in order to have the glory in front of other human beings and the greatness that one attempted to see oneself in was not that after all alas alas and of course you know the durable story good portion of you have heard it of the man who showed up trying to get into heaven and they were trying to find a record and couldn't find a record of a single uh good thing except the fact that after much searching they discovered once he'd given a blind man a nickel you know and so this they had to take to the higher authorities you you remember so they finally had to go right to God because nobody knew what to do here was one good deed you see what are you going to do God thought a minute and say I'll tell you what give him back his nickel and tell him go to hell you know which gives us a chuckle but there's a principle here that we have to learn to see and those of us who love God know that there's no such thing as sacrilege in these things God loves to chuckle with us as long as we are yearning with true sincerity for that which is the right and the good the true and the beautiful so you see we all do have to arrive at the point where our path of desirous quest has made us rich in the ways that count where the things you can't lose the things you can't lose indeed now then what is true riches when we think of wealth and poverty of course actually that poor servant was a representation of a wealthy soul indeed because that servant gave of the practically everything that there was or could be given out of a need to give out of the simple quiet unassuming loving need to give and those who have a need to give of themselves have a richness there has to be a lot of eunice or meanness not m-e-a-n-e-s-s but m-e of hyphen e-s-s me or n-e-s-s I-ness there has to be a lot of I-ness for me to have a need to give of my selfness because you see the universal self is the all self and each one of us as a part of that one divine honest the more of that divine eyeness that we evolve into expressing and having the more of our beingness do we have to give and what is that beingness that beingness as is what we are you know what you are speak so loudly I cannot hear what you say well I we could also paraphrase it and say what you are acts so obviously that I cannot be taken in by your make-believes because what we are acts itself out in ways and means beyond anything that we can say and so those who arrive at that rich state of soul in their evolution where they have real deep true aspiration these are the individuals these are the beings who know that to desire God as being as rich as you can get and to be kept in the desire for God is to be as fortunate as you could be the path of desire is quest and when you manage to experience god to desire that much more of the experience to have that much more to give unto others of the godness that pours through you is to be richer and richer and to have that is richness beyond description but before we can have any of that what we have and what we are and what we do it's always the testing and trying and the indication indeed the indication of deed of what we are and what we have and it is the indication of how far we've gone and what kind of work we have to do you know there are many amongst you who have done certain things that I consider so utterly beautiful that my heart just melts beyond description some of you have done foolish things but beautiful in the foolishness even though I'd waggle my finger that I over part of the foolishness I know of some of you and I'm not going to tell who actually went into debt to see that the temple had something it needed and this of course I don't believe in debt but I think the whole drive has such beauty that to me this is a richness beyond description even though a little discrimination needs to be developed about debt things like debt even though we live in a debt society I think that those of us who are aspirants should realize you must not permit yourself to mortgage your tomorrow because you've got eternal now and this is what we must learn to live in and with the eternal now we should not mortgage our tomorrow so now in practical ways and practical terms for example let's say in terms of money some people have the karma where they earn quite a bit some people have the karma at the moment where they aren't earning very much uh actually what we're going to have in time really depends on what we train ourselves to be and how intelligently we train ourselves to utilize what we have also incidentally it depends very much indeed on how we train ourselves to utilize what we have whether we develop into the pack rat kind of consciousness I remember I I remember very well indeed when for the first time in my life I had some money.

Conditions suddenly changed. It was about two, three years after I'd gone in for deep occult meditation. I wasn't meditating on money at all. I was meditating on God. But all of a sudden various things changed. And apart from the most utter, utter poverty, I found myself receiving a certain income of support for my daughter, whose father had been drafted into the army so all of a sudden for the first and only time she was being supported while the army had him which is very amusing indeed some people they don't think it's so funny but I thought it was very funny because directly the government was sending the check for my bonnie so I had support during that period for her and at the same time I had a position in which I was earning a what I considered a fairly large sum all of a sudden I'd save two hundred dollars now let me tell you as far as I was concerned no person could have two million dollars and feel any richer than I did with that 200 but I suddenly discovered myself having other emotions and I'd never had them before mainly because I'd never had reason to I'm sure but I found myself getting all worried about that 200 if I kept it in the house suppose a burglar came now if I put it in the bank suppose the bank went bankrupt I I actually found myself having emotions that were extraordinary and hellish I really was in a hellish state of being and I thought my god if 200 can do this to me what would more money do to others and I said well probably exactly the same thing a matter of degree I'm just reacting faster in this to this idea so I thought what shall I do what shall I do uh I didn't like what was going on in my consciousness I didn't like it one bit it so after meditating on it I realized that what I have to do is change my attitude I was trying because for the first time there were money or apparent funds I was placing my security in the idea of that money being there and I was therefore thinking of it in terms that are utterly erroneous so once I came to grips with the idea I thought all right so it's there not as an emergency because that's a negative emotion.

A certain amount of money, if you earn your living, is there in case something suddenly comes up that's important. You have it for something important. The consciousness of emergency isn't one. So all right, I'll keep it there for something important. And then gradually it became more. I finally had close to $800. You know, gosh, bloated plutocrat or something. But then the time came when something was very important I was able to use it time came when I met dr. Paul foster case and was in the work and then on and right in though and those early months when I first knew him the work was in very very serious trouble at the time and I found something important and I was just rich as could be that was utilized and then afterwards the lord of the universe brought even greater riches brought that most marvelously generous and precious soul our beloved the reverend harriet b case you know who generous spirit is like the rains from heaven generous nurturing the earth so that the work she did without all sorts of things that she had been accustomed to to see that the work of bota would have what it required and this is the richness of the spirit uh this giving to something that has a rich worthwhileness but you see we mustn't fall into the trap of thinking that it's how much anybody gives to anything that makes them generous again I point out it has to do you know to with the percentage of what it is that's there now those of us who haven't got the spirit of giving become poverty stricken and we've got become poverty stricken more and more you know uh one of you precious ones come to me many times and ask me to say something for example on thursday nights because some members come in without giving a donation and do you know for I just simply can never remember to say anything my mind is so meditated on trying to give the richness of being it is so utterly meditated on giving the richness of spirit that I simply forget I know that it is better for those who walk in with nothing it is better for them for their souls to want to give something in return to help support the work of the spirit because to want to come to receive there when you do not have that reciprocal that conciliatory and the result is you don't really receive what you're out to get the result is the soul becomes more and more poverty stricken I used to hand everybody who was right and say I cannot afford the lesson you know as long as they were aspirants I used to just slap happily like a drunken sailor I used to immediately put them on the non-dues paying list until we finally finally we had more non-dues paying than dues paying and I was the one going hungry actually physically hungry to see that various people got the lessons until I discovered that those who were receiving it for absolutely who were not giving something to help support it they were not even appreciating these lessons it was something given that easily it there to them it was like dirt it was like and though I um this was a shock to me I discovered that when uh jesus said do not pass the cast your pearls before swine boy he knew what he was talking about he knew what he was talking about I actually did wrong I hurt the evolution of all of these people that I thought I was helping because only one of, I hate to tell you how many, I'm ashamed, but only one of all of those who were put in this position ever showed the kind of growth and love because the moment this person had a job, little by little, that person sent dues, little by little, until they paid up with all the back membership dues and then some, then started to give to help others and only one out of all these and of course then I realized there is the spirit behind it as you know for example in this work an obligation is taken by those of us who are in charge of this work who have been given the care of this work we've taken an obligation and to us it's a privilege we do not personally take anything whatsoever for ourselves privately If we have no other income, modest food, clothing and shelter, and then it isn't taken personally in money even.

It is attended to directly in order to keep the whole principle of our tradition that pure.

Not that there's anything wrong with money, mind you, we're just talking about those who are in charge of this work. Now this is a privilege that we have and we express ourselves in every way we can because we feel rich beyond description this is so however in spite of this attitude that we have those of us who have the stewardship we have occasionally heard some members who aren't don't realize they're not aware aware of the fact that our work, in order to go on, on the material plane, requires support. We have actually had complaints. When we sent out, for example, a little envelope for the Christmas donations or Easter donations, we had one member write and say, huh, I have no use for you. You're just like all the rest, out for money, money, money, money, you know, asking sending an envelope for donations and it shows you're also fakes if you're adept you shouldn't have to ask for money you should have be able to have all the money that there is if you were a debts and one of my beloveds came so what should we say to them I said well ordinarily I'd say let's ignore them I said but in this case all right write a very loving note and tell them how right they are that the adept having achieved that level realizes that it is the rich privilege of the members to support the work and they should not have to ask every member should be aware of this and give and I said I sent this and said and in the letter it was pointed out that if they feel this you if this urge to please realize that the work requires enough so that it can be able to go to buy land it would be nice to have several acres it has to build a new temple it's outgrowing this temple seats have to be taken up and put away for various meetings and we feel very rich to have our temple but not unless they give are we going are they going to have the privilege of knowing uh how they participated if they hoard it once they arrive at the pearly gates they'll be asked the question we We told you the capitalists have asked.

So as you can see, having this sense of richness, this reward or punishment, this idea of what it is to be poor or wealthy has many connotations. And indeed then, in the lessons it is reiterated that what we are is what we must work for. If some of us still have the mistaken notion that what we have to do is work for having money, well I want us to do just that so we can have it as I pointed out you'll have an incarnation where you'll be put through this test and maybe you'll have the good luck to be put through it in this incarnation and then that will be marvelous it'll be marvelous indeed because actually then how we look upon this whatever it is that we have how we respond to it is what determines whether we go on to the next level of expansion and of growth and those who pass the test of wealth incidentally they will never never again be poor in spirit or in material things and by material things I don't mean having millions of dollars in the bank I mean they will always have that security of having what is required in the way of food clothing and shelter insecurity as long as we have it is going to express itself in all of the ways that raises hell security when we really have have it keeps us rich at all times so that if we require a dress for tomorrow we'll have it even did what difference how it comes if we require shelter we'll get it whatever we require we'll have and that is being richer than the richest individual on the face of the earth when we pass this kind of test then the richness of what we are will become such that our capacity to experience union with God becomes ever greater because feeling rich in automatically and I mean rich in spirit rich in beingness in the fact that I am I automatically brings with it a capacity to give of self and to receive from other selves so that our relationships develop a depth and beauty of beingness that nothing on God's green earth can describe and why because we want to be the givers we have so much me we have so much I divine I there's only one I there is one I am and you are a manifestation of that one I am that one I am is all things and all things are yours everything everything that your mind, your heart, your soul wants. It is yours. You are the path of desirous quest. There is nothing in the way of real need that isn't yours this instant, provided you walk in the richness of that depth of I am, an expression of the I of God, and my desire is to give.

My quest is to give of myself of all that I am to serve to the depth and height and breadth of all that I can to give of every level within me spiritual mental emotional and material this my darling is evolving to a having the richness and beauty and fulfillment and may this complete fulfillment be yours today now it can